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Just Widowed

by Alice in Slaughterland

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1.
Me & You [Intro] 00:37
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2.
Starling 01:43
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weeks ago i saw a dead mole on the ground something ate its head and it just laid there and i just stood there and stared at it a while i wish the mole had been a starling it's been three years but it feels like yesterday i'm still afraid and i'm still in pain and next time i see something dead i hope it will be a starling, and i hope i will feel sad i hope i bleach my hair and i move to sweden i hope i'm too afraid to look into mirrors i hope i choke down on sand i hope i never smile again i hope i'll see dead starlings everywhere and i hope i just stand there and stare
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Forgive 01:20
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forgiveness isn't real like a pig you screech and squeal it's your fault i fell from grace pull my hair and fuck my face god is real god is good god is real god is true god is real god is good god is real god is true you'd kill yourself if this happened to you
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Happy Tunes 04:23
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i was born one foot in the grave shard of glass in my right hand not yet done with my past lives that's maybe why i was upset I graduated top of my class Desert bluff's sunbeams' best player Got a trophy for my achievements And died on December 15th sunlight is leaking through the blinds and no matter how hard i try there's still a crack down in the sand that tells me i deserve to die i thought by closure i would close them i thought i could live in darkness but the wounds are always bleeding the centipedes always crawling and my head is never silent living without purpose, born without consent the least i can do is die by my own hand But when I look down at myself I see her bloody hands instead i loved you then, and i will always do i love you so pure, i love you so true it's a chain reaction, but the chain is a circle and no matter what you do what you are or what you're not the sun always rises and we always try again i will die just like i lived running after people running away from me I drop to my knees and pray and beg And no matter what I do What I am and what im not everyone leaves in the end Im older now and I like to think I've changed But when I look into the mirror I see her instead Im scared im turning into something I hate But you can't run away from your own face
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Marry Me? [Interlude] 00:35
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marry me in paper dresses cut with child safety scissors marry me with fake bouquets infected with plastic insects marry me with gray clay rings paint them golden with acrylics marry me in bloody deserts we say our vows, we read the versets
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Meat!!! 01:36
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7.
Corrosion 01:51
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they looked at him and their eyes were scorched and turned to ash, their eyes corroded into pools of blood that poured into their mouths. the light is blinding and i am every word that means love. when their eyes cried themselves the acid formed a smile, a grimace of teeth and the flesh of love. My darling, my darling, my darling Corrosion corrosion corrosion I can't feel my face I can't move my mouth I can't feel my face I can't move my mouth I can't feel my face I can't move my mouth My darling my darling my darling corrosion
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Itsy Bitsy Centipede 02:03
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9.
All Roads Lead Back to Her 00:59
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10.
You & Me [Outro] 01:37
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im a slice of greasy meat im a glitch in the machine im the worlds biggest mistake im a pile of junk and ache pile of junk and hate one six one two eighteen eighty-eight happy birthday mrs president god loves you from nine to five Мы повязаны с тобой everythings happened before what harm does it do one time more father-son, birds of a feather you and i- always together

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released July 7, 2021

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Born and raised inside the internet, Alice in Slaughterland is an "experimental" "musician" (and a half!) inspired by the four Ds (divine, digital, dissection, disease) to create the most bizarre, unlistenable electronica the world has ever seen.

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